I’m usually early…never late. The hardest thing to do is wait. Is it now or is it never? For a short time or forever? I must ask you, “Holy cow! Why is it never, ever, now?”
In the future not the past. Never first. Always last. Things I want to know so badly, won’t be known on my time, sadly. When I’m sure it’s here, almost. Someone moves the goal and post.
Please don’t say, “Time will tell.” Words like that my nerves won’t quell. “What? Bless my soul? I’m not the one whose in control?” Remember what Mom said to me. “We shall see what we shall see.”
Relax in everlasting arms.
There’s no need to sound alarms.
In a quiet place I’ll find
All I need to still my mind.
Peace and comfort fill my cup,
When I remember to look up.
P.S. I’m fine…just describing some of the emotions I’ve experienced…